One year...!
It’s very cold & the sky’s full of clouds but it doesn’t rain! That makes me nervous…
You know, it’s been exactly one year since the day I wrote the first post of this weblog...so it's a birthday!
I should think more; I should think of the purposes I had at the first & the ones I have now. I should think more of what has happened through this year & what I'm doing at the time...
It's been one year & I've grown up one year older here, in these pages...It's me among these words & lines & posts that reflect what has been on my mind.
...some things also changed & didn't go on as I wanted; after a while it wasn't that safe & secret place anymore. They follow you everywhere & never leave you alone; those strangers who look like your friends.
Anyways, I can't deny that writing here learnt & gave me valuable things …& now I’ll keep on writing till I lose my motivations, but still I don’t feel like giving up…
"…Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out,
Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth
Till the smoke clears out and my high burns out,
I'ma rip this shit till my bones collapse…"
Thursday, October 30, 2003
Monday, October 27, 2003
Raining, Ramadan, Islam & their teachings...!!!
…It’s been raining hard today. It’s not raining at the time but dark clouds still can be seen & sound of thunders can be heard…
Today is the first day of Ramadan month. Of course you know about this religious month that Muslims are supposed to go on a fast.
One of the advantages of this month is that we can come home from school one hour sooner; and one of the disadvantages is that you’re not allowed to eat in Public!
Many years ago, when I was a child I really loved Ramadan month & fasting; & used to have great enthusiasm for these kinds of thing. But now feel just sick of anything related to any religion! I know that those days I was just influenced by their hard Islamic teachings. They have always filled children’s minds with rotten religions beliefs & tried to make some hard-line Islamic fighters, but in the end everything changes against them. Humans have the ability of thinking, & I believe that’s enough not to let people always get fooled by religions.
Actually it’s like Islam against Islam by these paradoxical actions & beliefs in this religion & especially in the way they try to use it in the society.
You know, that Islamic teachings that I talked about are still continuing in schools, but now nobody gives a damn to what they say & just tolerate the classes to get the mark & pass the course
Believe me that In the Koran & religious beliefs classes all of the students are napping or talking with each other or doing something else, & no one even listen to all those boring things that are just repeated each year by books that are full of lies & reliable teachers.
Even if you ask the teacher a question she talks about an hour & gives a hundred examples that have nothing to do with what you asked. At last she can’t say a right word in the answer of that question & can’t persuade anyone. Actually that’s their usual way, they preach for hours & fill your mind with confusing things but never give you a logic reason to prove what they say & you just have to assume that Islam is the best & guides you to the best way…
…It’s been raining hard today. It’s not raining at the time but dark clouds still can be seen & sound of thunders can be heard…
Today is the first day of Ramadan month. Of course you know about this religious month that Muslims are supposed to go on a fast.
One of the advantages of this month is that we can come home from school one hour sooner; and one of the disadvantages is that you’re not allowed to eat in Public!
Many years ago, when I was a child I really loved Ramadan month & fasting; & used to have great enthusiasm for these kinds of thing. But now feel just sick of anything related to any religion! I know that those days I was just influenced by their hard Islamic teachings. They have always filled children’s minds with rotten religions beliefs & tried to make some hard-line Islamic fighters, but in the end everything changes against them. Humans have the ability of thinking, & I believe that’s enough not to let people always get fooled by religions.
Actually it’s like Islam against Islam by these paradoxical actions & beliefs in this religion & especially in the way they try to use it in the society.
You know, that Islamic teachings that I talked about are still continuing in schools, but now nobody gives a damn to what they say & just tolerate the classes to get the mark & pass the course
Believe me that In the Koran & religious beliefs classes all of the students are napping or talking with each other or doing something else, & no one even listen to all those boring things that are just repeated each year by books that are full of lies & reliable teachers.
Even if you ask the teacher a question she talks about an hour & gives a hundred examples that have nothing to do with what you asked. At last she can’t say a right word in the answer of that question & can’t persuade anyone. Actually that’s their usual way, they preach for hours & fill your mind with confusing things but never give you a logic reason to prove what they say & you just have to assume that Islam is the best & guides you to the best way…